ThInK ToO MuCh

Till now i still cant sleep... i dun un y i cant let go.. i dun un.. i juz cant let go... i not din try to let go but juz i cant... i try le many ways... but all also useless..if u don love me u jiu wont call me.. correct ma me.. i juz cant let go... maybe my love to u reli too deep.. but u alr left me protect me from behind.. i noe.. haiz.. i juz too love u bb.. what happen to me?? why when i reli love a person.. god wanna give so many obstacles for me to cross to face..i reli so sad y u left me.. y u dump me and go.. alr 12 days la bb..my heart and mind still full of u.. y a!! y u wan left me a!! y a..........

ShOuLd I LeT gO u, Bb?

Bb... i think jor so long... should i let u go?? should i take ghost advice and let u go?? let u and me got other chance to love other ppl... should i do this?? i juz dun un why u still wanna lie me.. lie me that u dun love me... I juz so confuse till i make this decision.. which is juz let everything to be as it wan.. if v reli get back together and together la us bt if v cant back together to each other side den i only can say sorry.. sorry for being a bad gf for this pass 6 month.. even though 6 month not long but i have go through too many thing with u..Too many happy memories with u.. which make my love to u sink too deep..i wish u first that i hope get ur true love as i wont love with anyone anymore bcoz i too love u... I wan u to noe that here always gt a stupid girl that love u this deep who was me... Jeannie.. Ur baby... mAybe in future ur baby alr nt me.. Bb.. thank you for ur love and ur memories... I love U always..

11 days.. OuR 7 MoNtH tOgEthEr

Bb..Juz now u call me.. actually i very happy but duno why i feel like u calling me juz bcoz my sis ask to..I reli very love u but i only noe that v alr not belong to each other anymore..Am i right??
Even myself feel very confuse.. Haiz.. Maybe ghost was right.. I should let u go.. Maybe... Maybe this the only ways i have or there was another ways..Love reli something that can make ppl stupid.. I only can say i love you forever..

5 DaYs lE..

Bb.. today, yesterday and the day b4 yesterday u also got call ah peng[my sister].. i ask her wats u say.. she don even wanna say.. haiz.. u noe i heart pain geh ma.. I noe u don wanna call me..She told me that she ask u call me but u doesnt wanna call me also..U say don wan.. Haiz.. i duno why she don wanna say wat u say.. haiz.. if u care me and ask bout me.. why she wanna like that.. i only wanna know what u say.. when i noe u call me sister and i duno what u say. i reli very sad.. haiz.. i reli don un.. i pretend dou very san fu in front of my mummy..i pretend v ntg.. i always pretend that i was happy.. but do u noe i cry everynight since u leave me.. I noe my sis also say.. I juz normal and only sad a bit... I wanna say i not sad a bit but sad alot!!!!!!!! and my heart very very pain when i noe u were around me and i cant noe anything bout u.. noe i sad ma bb.. i try so hard to live happily without u but i cant do it.. I cant live without u.. Sorry... My sis din tell anything to me.. I take her phn and see only i know u always cal her.. i reli scare bcoz my sis v cant together forever..haiz.. i reli duno wats can say somemore. if u still love me den find me la... find me urself.. tell me all u wanna tell to me and not to my sis.. haiz... i wont find u anymore le... bcoz since u also don wanna find me. i think no use for me to find u... one hand clap forever also wont have sound..I only can say I love you..

Bb MoRnInG

bB.. I know u still sleeping this hour.. I cant sms u anymore as reality v broke up alr.. But for me v forever also wont broke up.. Maybe too childish for me to think like that but i only have this choice as i have no choice all bcoz my love to you are too deep..Maybe ppl ask me to find another guy as u ask me to do it too.. remember ma bb??but i cant.. maybe u will find another one which better den me if u lie to me that u still love me...I noe u wont.. I only love u for the entire of my life.. silly?? for me nope... I turning to a new leaf bb... I taking care my health and other stuff of mine.. So when bb back find me.. I can become more and more beautiful..hihi..I try to upgrade myself. I will wait you back bb... I miss u alot.. haizz... I love you..Forever also only love you bb..

bB I wAnNa sAy SoRrY N miSs U..

Bb.. i wanna say sorry a for this past 6month.. i cant be a good gf.. i be a gf that always also fatt pei hei.. but u also din tam fan me after v together for 5 month...but i still very miss u... v go through jor so many thing. from happy to sad to sour to bitter and so many.. v go through jor so many thing and now.. i cant let u go bcoz i love u so deep till the bottom of my heart.. I dunno i have to wait Bb how long... i duno i need to miss Bb how long.. but how long also i will wait u come back love me back.. maybe ghost o other ppl say i stupid o silly doing that for a guy.. but i noe i do this all also worth..I noe bb will come back and find me back..but what will happen if i saw bb holding other gal hand in front of me.. what i will do...i juz worry.. i noe bb wont betray me.. i noe bb.. i don need money from bb.. i got hand and legs.. i can find money by myself.. i don wan become a useless person that hate by everyone.. i don need any expensive presents o thing.. A kiss from bb alr enough.. is more den enough.. i alr very satisfied.. only a kiss from bb and a sentences saying i love you baby.. alr enough.. actually that day when bb come my house.. u noe why i keep on asking u will find me back or not.. bcoz i wish to hear from bb saying..[Baby, I love you. I hope u wait i come back.. i promise you i will come back find you].. actually i juz wish to hear this.. im sorry that day for acting like that.. im sorry.. but i reli feel so sad u left me alone now... i noe ur heart still with me..and i also noe u still love me bcoz i saw ur sms..Bb i miss u so much a.. u noe ma?? I noe u noe.. I love u so much as u the only one who can away my hearts and love away from me..

bB U AlR lEaVe BaBy 4 DaYs

Bb... i read u send to my sis de sms le... u wrote tat u still love me.. bb if u reading this. i wanna say i also love u so much.. i will wait u come back.. i will wait no matter how long.. i din eat jor for 4 days bcoz no mood to eat but today i eat more a bit bcoz bb de sms.. i love u so much.. i hope ur problem faster settle so that i can b back with bb.. i miss u so much bb..remember baby waiting for u.. so do our hamster.. do wat also must think us.. I love u bb..

Bb u ALr LeaVe Me 2 dAyS

Bb.. u noe yesterday how i pass ma... i cry for the whole days bb.. i go school i cry i go home i cry.. i cry whenever i think of u.. i sms u tat time i was crying and i noe u wont reply back me..I noe actually i still hoping only bb.. u reply to my sis and wrote [ help me take care your sister.. i only can say sorry to her.. i really not wan dump her]..u know ma after i read this sms baby de heart how pain ma bcoz i noe bb de heart also paining juz as pain as baby.. i noe u wanna reply but juz cant.. i was juz cry after i read tat sms.. i know bb still love me.. bb baby reli miss u.. after i read that sms i din always cry alr bcoz baby noe u sure will come back find me.. many of my friends also support me.. even ah peng also.. i duno that problem need how long to settle but no matter how long i also will wait.. last time i say i love u forever ever now baby still wanna say the same.. Bb i love u forever ever.. i don't mind what ppl think bout baby.. i juz need bb.. bb a.. baby reli so sad bcoz u leave me bcoz work but i noe u also force to make this decision.. Baby understand de.. i will wait u come back find me.. come back love me again.. come back and hold baby hand and walk with me again.. U r the guy that i love the most in my life.. God very fair to baby. He borrow u from me but he gave me 8 hamster baby.. The day after u leave me.. our sweetheart give birth le... 8 cute hamster baby.. Me and other 14 hamster waiting u back.. god want me to concentrate at them till they grow up.. den i sure god will return back u to me..I pass these two days with tears.. even thought it not easy to live without ur call u sms ur joke ur smile ur care ur control ur kiss ur hand that always lift me up and many but i wil be strong for our baby and for u bb.. i will... i will wait u back lou gong.. I love u Bb lou gong..

Bb I wait U come back HoLd BAbY haND.

Bb..Baby noe u dump me is bcoz juz wanna protect baby.. I noe Bb.. I noe u say all those hurting words is juz wan baby leave u.. today 31.3.09 is the days u leave baby hand and walk alone the road.. i din blame u for scolding me.. even though my heart is so pain so hurt but i noe bb do like this is just for my own good..I noe bb.. If not bcoz kl problem u wont make this decision..i noe u still love me bb..i hope u r safe.. even through v juz together for 6 month but v go through so many thing alr.. i dont mind ghost scold like that to me.. i noe he is a straight forward person that y i don blame him..Maybe ppl say i stupid.. but i don mind bcoz bcoz i love u bb..Even though u din say will find me back but i will wit u come back find me bcoz i noe u will after tat problem settle alr..I will live properly to wait u come back and hold my hand back and walk the same road with baby again..I will wait u back find me bb..I reli love u.. i noe u dont wan dump me de.. i noe a bb.. i go through so many thing with u tat i myself nvr go through.. I first time so love a guy til i cant live without u bb.. v first time go kellie castle.. First time get flower for valentine from u.. first time go beach party.. first time got ppl hide hide put present in my bag when i go washroom.. first time watch movie with u.. Too many first time baby go through with u bb.. I really hope this problem will settle very fast..Im sorry i cant be a good gf in this past 6 month..Bb I will wait u.. i know u will come back to baby side again..I love YoU bb.