PLZ unDeRsTaNd mE!!!!!!!!!!!

Why cant u all un me!! i reli don wan be with m.. i juz treat him as mt best fren.. especially u lai!!! stop confusing me with word bout him.. stop saying how good is him!! i noe he good but he juz nt suit me!! i mind physical!! i mind... ok!! mic, i sorry for being ur half day gf.. but i reli cant accept u as my bf!! reli cant accept u wen u call me dear!! haiz!! i juz sori.. hope our relationship will be best fren forever... thax and sorry... u juz dun un me... i dun even dare to let u noe i gt bf bt nw i dun hv la... coz i scare i hurt u.. ok la... sori..

MuMmY NvR uNDeRsTaNd Me...

my bro back from cameran.. and v talk n chat many thing till 3 or even 4 in the morning.. tat day my bro play with my mum.. bite my mummy hand.. and my mummy play with her bak.. but do u all noe.. yesterday i tot my mum will play with me like my mum play with my bro.. so i bite her hand... my mummy scold me... even my bro say tat mummy not tat love me... i noe i noe i pembawa sial since i born.. u alwiz call me tat mami.. u alwiz call me pembawa sial... it hurt me alot but i nvr say bak to u when u say tat... i juz ran into room and cry... i wish to noe why... wat did i do till make her so don love me.. i juz hope mami love me... difficult meh??
i noe daddy alr so ...... tat y i work so hard for family.. why i work so hard??
i work so hard for wat!!! for mami.. i dun wan mami don wan so sun fu..b but she nvr un my feeling.. i juz wan she love me more.. in the house, i the one who alwiz get scold even my jie jie do wrong.. but she nvr scold them.. but y?? i also her daughter.. i love mami too.. i even cam end my life for her.. daddy alr din care family den y dun v all move to other house.. v juz dun k daddy la... y muz burden our self.. y?? i love mami more den i love myself.. mami, i juz wish to get more love from u... among all sister... u cry for them b4 but nvr cry for me.. i juz hope u wont cry for me as i noe i nvr hurt u mami... i will nvr make u cry..I LOVE YOU,MAMI..

FaMiLY pRoBlEm TaT NvR End!!!

Haiz... Family thing again... now i at work place and juz now my mummy mumble me till i wan to die.. she nvr say or even scold my jj.. mayb coz they noe to find mummy.. but i alr try my best to do it.. wat she wan from me.. daddy alr no use.. only noe sms his fucking bastard bitch!! u tot she reli love u a!!!i reli cant blif lo... mummy alr don un me and i hv to work to support my life and study... i sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stress and tired a!!!reli very tired a!!!!! wish to end my life but i cant do it... haiz... who reli un me le?? everytime i fight with mummy i also will go room and cry...sis nvr un me!!! wat i got is juz all my best fren and fren... mayb joey and ahh peng(2nd and 3rd sis) is the best... i noe i noe... since small i is a child tat bring bad luck to family... im sori but i also dun wan ga!! Sorii Mummy!!

BeSt FrEn fOrEvEr

I hope tat v all best fren wont gt anything tat related to real LOVE.. If BeSt fren LOVE den ok la bt u say real love den muz say sori... I wun let it happen anymore...nvr again...It juz make v all so worry and sometimes fight la.. Guys u all noe wat i mean rite!! V all also best fren la.. I reli dun hope tiz all happen la.. haiz.. bt if J wan L... den wat can i say is juz jiayou..bt if L dun wan den dun force her la.. V all b best fren la.. BEST FRIEND not good meh... at less v all wont break and b apart to each other.. now i reli hope everthing ok bac la.. i also sad ga like tat.. J dun angry him la.. he treat her like best fren oni ma.. and eugene a!! I dinn angry u alr la.. dun tink nonsense la...V all best fren la.. I wont angry u geh!! V all best fren ma.. I love u all.

HaPpY tHiNg AnD sAd mAyBe

Yesterday was so happy coz me,lai,eugene,jack jack and chris all hang out o.. Even though quite tired coz go after marching practice.. V all big family first time hang out together o.. hihi.. i so happy o.. V all go watch movie..even tat time i reli scare eugene coz he look so serious to me onli.. haiz.. bt nw ok liao lu.. den v all o eat sushi and eugene go like tat oni without saying bye o.. sad sad.. bt at last ok back la.. eugene alwiz say my shirt and az me to make it up a bit bt tat reli the way the shirt wear geh ma.. if nt the shirt jiu not nice geh la.. bt i accept la his comment.. Then duno wat happen jack jack luk sad o.. crazy liao suddenly.. at las i n lai go bac by taxi.. end story..hihi.. happy forever..LoVe u aLl.