Jeannie__Secret Of Mine

Saturday, March 28, 2009

AlL In bB HaNd....

Today bb call me b4 he go kl... and i cry when chatting with him.. bcoz i say i veri scare he change after back from kl and say tat he don love me anymore again.. why when bb say tat words he din think of baby first.. bb say he alr noe wrong and he wont hurt me anymore but the fierce still got n baby heart bcoz it happen b4...I also hope he wont change but do bb noe.. after last time u bac from kl u change so terrible.. i was so scare even to call u... Bcoz baby call once jiu hurt once.. i reli duno how a bb... till now i still veri scare.. everytime baby think back bb say tat words baby jiu will cry...i noe cry not everything but the only thing i can do is juz cry in the place bb cant see my tears..and i noe actually bb noe i cry but u juz don bother... baby reli wanna noe why bb change soo much..last time i cry only or v fight only my phn will ring non-stop but now... one call also wont got.. sometimes yes.. only one call.. if din ans den jiu juz pass like tat...Bb noe baby heart pain geh ma after bb change so much... after baby noe bb... i change alot but u juz cant see...bb only can see baby always fatt pei hei..but izit really fatt pei hei... no.. is bcoz bb break promise.. not once but uncountable... Nows.. bb got friends jiu wont sms me... I call also wont ans.. i really wanna take out bb heart and see... im who to bb...i do alot of thing for bb but u juz cant see.. i also don wan tell bcoz for baby i helps bb all bcoz i love u bb... now u at kl...duno doing wat le... i miss u alot.. u say after reach kl pudu bus station will call me.. But.... u din... and actually i alr know geh le... i juz wondering bb still love me ma... or the feeling actually alr don have.. I reli wish to know bout this.. and the only thing baby noe is baby love to u nvr change since the days v together till today so do tomorrow and forever..

Kl dEAl

Bb.. I very happy u call me juz now... i waiting bb till juz now a.. at last bb call me.. i veri happy.. bb i hope wat u promise is right.. i hope u don lie to me bout tat deal.. tomorrow my bb going kl alr but he say he will find me back on sundAy bt i reli very scare u don wan me anymore after u back from kl..i reli scare u like last time like tat... tat time alr almost make us separate.. i reli scare bb... i reli hope bb keep ur promise.. i will wait u come back and v will decide our way whether continue o not.. not baby don love u...but is bcoz bb didn't keep ur promise..but i reli don wan stop holding bb hand and don wan stop walking the road with bb tat baby and u walking since v start loving each other... i wan with bb walk the road and hold bb hand.. in baby life only bb can hold baby hand and walk the road tat v walking since the first days i will u.. i nvr regret with u dear bb..and i nvr regret choosing u tat time.. i only hope u noe.. Baby Love u Bb Forever..

Friday, March 27, 2009

SoRrY bB..

Bb... i wanna say sorry bcoz baby cant be a good lou poh.. today when u come my house and ... i actually shocked alr.. i alr blur.. im sorry... v alr together for 6 month 16days.. so many thing have happen.. and baby also learn to grow a better baby after all these thing happen.. baby bcum more un u.. but bb.. u noe ma.. u start change.. but u always say u din change but actually u did bb.. u nvr scold me these loud.. u always nvr cut my line juz like tat.. i noe today u was so confuse and worry bout ur kl thing.. bt i nvr think b4 u will juz close my phn... t0day whole days i was worry bout u..i sms so many time to u but u juz din reply.. i un.. u was worrying ur kl thing... tat y i wanna say... sorry for being a bad and useless baby.. Im sorry bb.. i juz hope bb more sek me..