IzIt NeEdEd anYMoRe?

I juz dun un y he juz so angry when i call him and wake him up.. He promise me will call me but i wait n wait n wait.. my phn juz din ring at all.. so i call him bac.. do u noe what? I get fuck by him by using vulgar words and scolding.. He say i disturb him and awake him from sleep.. I juz get hurt.. I care him bt he juz don even care bout it.. He juz dun un o duno that im caring him.. He break his promise tat he will call me.. He wan i wait his call till morning izit?? I having my trial nw and i get damn fucking stress and tired bt i juz din throw all my tiredness and fed up at him.. He call me and awake me at midnight i juz din act as he do.. I talk properly with him.. Do i need to continue caring him?? I love him with my life but wat i get a a feedback from him? Izit scold o get fucking from him using vulgar word that hurting me? Haiz.. I juz dun un him anymore.. He tot my hearts nt pain after he gets a jobs.. He tot i very happy seeing him being so damn tired for everyday izit?? I juz dun un him.. I decide nt to care him and nt to bother him anymore..

HaPpY dAy wIf bB At lUmUt.

Yesterday i and bb went to lumu wif his and mine friends.. V went there catching fishes, prawn, and even sotong.. Cute!! But all tiz also muz thx to ah wah.. He only catch all that.. yesterday was damn fun and happy even gt something disturb at the middle which is my fishing net.. haha.. who k la.. everyone juz wan to b fun that time.. so.. tmr trial.. i was damn scare.. u noe i fought wif mom.. haiz.. that quite sad actually.. so i was planning to move out from this house wif my sis.. so, i planning it.. And i will do it!! I juz cant stand all this anymore.. For now i only got bb, joey, and all my friends.. without my parents i still can survive!!

EvErYtHiNg HaVe BeEn ChAnGe eVeN YoU..

bB.. U cahange alot.. Till i don recognize u le.. why geh?? u juz so bad temper now days and u juz say break when u angry without thinking the consequences... What happen to you le bb?? This month u alr say break for 3 times le.. U know ma my heart reli very very pain.. u change day by days my hearts jiu pain deeper day by day.. u now like very cool very angry and like don care me le... u reli wan us to break liao for forever only will regret ma.. My heart alr almost cant take it la.. I feel like my heart very heavy le... but i juz duno y i will so love u till u hurt me till so bad i also can take it... u told her i so fan.. am i?? i juz as normal msg u as normal call u but i juz duno y now days i call u only also will get scold and even say break from u.. I juz feel so damn hurt bcoz y Bb don appreciate our relation.. nOw days i msg u also, u won reply me no matter how many msg i send to u... u noe i sad ma... u noe my hearts very pain ma.. not everyone can b like ur ex... can don k u don msg u don call u.. do tis call love??I reli duno.. For now i only noe i scare of u le.. I don even dare to call u o even cry infront of u although u is my only place i let all my sadness and painess i get from others.. But now... i don even dare to tell my problem to u bcoz in ur eye.. whatever i did and say is always wrong for u.. younger den u reli will not mature ma. What i noe is.. I reli love u and only hope together wif u forever.. but now.. i only hope v can keep our relation as sweet as i could so that when i or u decide to end this relation.. At least v have the memory wif us.. I love you,Bb for forever..

ToGeTheR BaCk BuT StIlL LeFt A SCaRS

I dunno.. LOVE SUCKS!!

WhY???

y u will treat me lika that... I know u love me de.. But why a !!! Why wanna treat me like this a!!
y must all the boy betray me!!! why a.. U noe my hearts pain ma..

U lEaVe mE AgAiN aNd FoR fOrEvEr

U leave me again bb... My heart reli pain and hurt... U told me that day u love me.. U told me u wont say break again.. but u break our promise.. tomorrow is our 11 months together but i juz cant blif before tomorrow u alr left and go.. u told me u scare lost me but now u let me fly away.. U hurt my feeling hurt my hearts.. why me fool by every guys!! Y u chase and snatch me from Nick since the very first when u decide to left me alone.. Liew Chia Zhen alr don belong to me.. U hurt my feeling and dump me.. What have i do?? I nvr do any wrong.. but u left me..I juz know u r the guys i love the most.. Here i got small request.. I hope u don find me don msg me don ask ppl bout me... forget our memories... forget our love... forget everything that have happen to us.. treat that u nvr started with me before.. treat that u nvr know me.. Nvr love me.. treat that i nvr appear in your life.. I wont paktor anymore and I HATE GUYS!!!

11 YeArS ReLaTiOn Of MinE aNd U..

Everything happen too fast le.. juz bcoz a scold u angry me le...Alr 2 two weeks la u not talking to me.. V are bestie since standard one.. I feel very sad after tiz incident happen.. i alr say sorry but u juz treat me so cold.. I juz hope v be back like las time that happy together go gaigai, yumcha, walk nite market.. yesterday i saw u actually at pasar malam.. i also noe u saw me.. and u juz U-turn when u saw me.. That time i feel so sad.. Im sorry.. I not asking forgiveness.. But juz hope u don escape me like other do...